today is valentines day, and part of me thinks i should be sad for not having someone to share it with. yet, i have wonderful memories of being in love. i’ve thought a lot this week of loving people and the very passing beauty of it. how much i miss moments. how much i am so relieved to not be in others. i think of friends and wonder at all the different ways we can experience love. i marvel at the people we fall in love with. there is someone for everyone. i have prayed for love and cursed the love i received, but i would truly not wish it other wise. thank you to all those who i have been honored to love and who have loved me in turn. it’s been a glorious journey. i’m sure there’s more than i could ever imagine. it’s been amazing thus far.